How and why I had sex with my Son. TRUE CONFESSION

How and why I had sex with my Son. TRUE CONFESSION
. I’m a middle-aged woman. I currently reside in Bwari
Area Council of the FCT- Abuja. I’m a member of one
of the new generation churches, and a church worker.
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After my first Son was born over 25 years ago, we
stopped having other issues. My husband and I had
visited several prayer houses around the country. We
have even being to Synagogue Church of All Nations,
to see TB Joshua, but we couldn’t see him in person.
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Different Pastors have prayed for us, and we
truthfully exhibited high level of patience, waiting for
God’s response. I had met pastors and I had met
PASTORS. 40 percent of the pastors we met had
made advances at me, even at my age. I realized that
most of these Pastors are truly not who they claim
they are. ‘’See finish’’ is what I think was my
experience in their hands. I do not need to talk too
much about the anointed ones, but the warning is
that we all have to be careful while dealing with
majority of them.
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After several rough dealings with Pastors and men of
God, with little or no results, we tried different
health experts and hospitals. Results remained
negative. It was getting to a frustrating level when a
colleague from Cross River volunteered to take me
to a man she simply referred to as ‘baba’. Being a
strong believer, my husband was against the decision
to travel to Ogoja to meet the man; out of
desperation, I waved off his objection and we headed
to Ogoja on a Monday morning. That was when
everything became bitter.
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Baba, on presenting everything he asked us to bring,
told me that my problem rooted back to my mum,
who had sex with my step brother shortly after I was
born. The only solution he proffered was that I ‘sleep’
with my only Son to wade off the spirit of my step
brother whom he claimed died shortly after mum’s
death. .
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According to him, the spirits were still angry
that mum committed such an atrocity, hence I must
atone their sins.
It was believable to me because mum is no more and
I heard I also lost my step brother at a time.
I returned home and kept this a top secret. I didn’t
tell my husband the real problem. It’s difficult to
explain how I managed to convince my son to have
knowledge of me, but it happened.
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Truly, I became pregnant after then and I’m about to put to bed. I’m just afraid something bad may
happen to me. As for my Son, he hates me at the
moment. Even in my present state, my husband and I are always at loggerheads. It tells me that something
is wrong. I always have nightmares; most times, two
men chasing me with a knife. I can’t connect my
pregnancy, the dream and my act. Please, I need you to get public responses and advice
for me on this?
Thank you and God bless